Fantasies never to be...

想飞到那最高最远最洒脱

2010-01-23T14:08:00.000+08:00

In the end, I'll just be myself and try to fly. Or shine. Since a number of people have been talking to me about shining. Hmm.

The best way out is always through - Robert Frost

2009-04-13T21:24:00.002+08:00

Perhaps it is. This post is to redeem myself. Nope, i didn't post a SINGLE thing about BSC and nope i haven't posted in ages...and no one reads this anyway so, ya.

Life hasn't been nice to me =\

First, SYF.

We want GwH, like DUH...but zzz *stress*

Then, school.

omg, i just want to stab myself sometimes.

Then my brother.

One word: Annoying.

Then, myself.

I really hate myself alot sometimes. Why the hell am I so lazy, and sleepy, and boring, and never carrying out what i plan? omg, i sound so emo. This is BAD.

I need to start mugging AND doing homework AND staying awake in class.

I've been staying awake in class, kudos to my partner.

Homework? let's not talk about it. did i mention how atrocious my memory is?!

it's seriously...zzz

All in all, i sound like some emo kid but i'm so going to live through this. Afterall, whether you think you can or you can't, you're right. I'm so right. I can do this. Afterall, guess you fail before you succeed. I NEED to change. Like, seriously. Throw the laptop away somewhere. Start going to the gym(? doubt it XD).

Most improtantly, start making it a habit to study. like, ALOT.

AND

pay attention in class.

I'm so getting out of this, by going through it.

2009-02-11T21:45:00.000+08:00

Empty streets
I stare at the roads
A gust of wind blew across the street
Rustling leaves seem to echo
through the inhumane silence

It's like a broken scene
Never meant to be
A voice whispers to me

Perhaps she is right
If my life were a crystal ball
It's definately broken now

My heart is closed
shut tight
oblivious to everything

I stare at the empty streets
Prying pry open my heart
and then i saw

The cracks in my life
and through it i saw people
The streets are no longer empty

Poetry

2009-01-28T22:00:00.003+08:00

Bored so here's some stuff i wrote some time ago um last year i think XD

A little bit of blue
a dabbling of green
a shade of red
a splash of yellow

the myraid of colours
all around me
the colours of life
surround me

A little bit of dejection
A dabbling of jealousy
a shade of anger
A splash of happiness

The myraid of feelings
All around me
The colours of life
surround me

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Her heart is pounding
yet it seemed to freeze
upon the sight of him
oh the sight of him

her hands are trembling
yet she steadies them
upon the sight of him
oh the sight of him

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

it is a deep abyss
dread i mean
one step at a time
u are forced to walk
towards it

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Imagine
A world without pain
what will we learn?

Imagine
A world without hate
What will we love?

Imagine
A world without failure
What will success be?

Imagine
A world without lies
What will truth be?

Imagine
A world without conflict
What will peace be?

Imagine
A world without....

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Walking on the path of reminiscence
Passing the fields of memories

Life goes on long
after the thrill of living is gone

Forget reminiscence
face the front
stop walking backwards
show your face to reality

Pehaps it isn't so harsh
when you keep away from
the path of life

And stay on the paths
of reminiscence
of fantasy
of dreams

yet the path of life
will always find you
it will always find you

so life goes on
you can choose to reverse into the past
or
Walk on to the future
using the gift of the present

It's your choice.
Just.Imagine....

Define yourself

2008-11-15T18:18:00.002+08:00

"Although your acceptence will thrill me, it will not define me, for i am, always, my mother's daughter"

That was a quote from Spanglish, a movie i just finished watching in tuition (yes, i watch MOVIES in TUITION, jealous? XD) Anyway, that is the last sentence of Christina's personal statement. She's applying for a scholarship at a university, an illegal immigrant from mexico.

Well, it got me thinking and i was looking out for something to blog about XD.

So, defining oneself. I thought it would be easy, then i realised, i always tell myself 'be yourself, don't follow others or be likw others' but, who am i? I mean, i am me, but who is me then?

so, i shall try to define myself XD plus, make u read this pointless post and allow you to procastinate(?)

so, I'm forever a daddy's girl, that's for sure. no question. okay, making a list XD
(i know, i'm really really REALLY VERY bored and have nothing better to do)
Things about me:
1) Daddy's girl
2) Mummy's girl too~
3) Can't be bothered to confront
4) Ignores instead
5) But, when it comes to the people i care about....XD
6) I have a consience, but i'm not kind, well, i'm not kind all the time, at least.
7) I hate disappointment
8) I fear failure
9) On the whole, most primary school teachers should go to hell (not all)
10) actually, most teachers should go to hell, primary or not =/
11) I avoid those whom i don't really well, get along with
12) I hate cigarrette smokes. and I admit that if i first met a person and he smokes? well, first impression points goes below zero. if it's a she? worse.
13) Escapism. I escape into books. They are my life savers. I love books.
14) I need good grades to survive and remain sane. (that probably explains why i'm going insane)
15) I care alot about friends and family. ALOT.
16) Straightforward. too straightforward, if i should say so
17) Straightforward to the near breaking point of being insulting and rude (something i've been trying to change, of course. trust me, i was worse before)
18) I hate confrontations, but i don't fear them.
19) I may be sarcastic at times
20) maybe a lil pessimistic too (but hey, that's being practical, kay? fine, i know, pessimist here)
21) I hardly lose my temper, but, you would NEVER want to see me in my rages. ^^
22) I don't get annoyed very often either, but if i do, watch out.
23) the fact that i'm sane enough to study is driving me insane.
24) I tend to do ALOT for what i want. that means: good grades
25) I love music. CO rocks
26) I hate math and physics.
27) Ignorance is bliss

i can't think of any other...neither can i think of an umbrella term for it all =/

EPIC FAIL.

dang it.

well, at least i managed to waste your time (as well as mine)
*goes to cook and eat dinner*

The hols~

2008-11-12T21:45:00.004+08:00

so. hols started on 24th oct. had school still till last friday. STILL have CCA. not really complaining about CCA though. XD

I had FINALLY managed to read Brisingr. It rocked. basically, what the book did was to tie up most of the ends and loopholes and gets everything ready for the last book.

!!!SPOILERS!!!!

He got a new sword. AND i cried at the chapter of revelation: BROM IS ERAGON's FATHER that, first of all, is *shock* esp since everyone has registered that oh...eragon's morzan's son.....THEN

OMG it's BROM NOT MORZAN!!!!!!!!!!

yup, basically, that's what happened to me. then at the memory of Brom speaking to Eragon as his father and not an old story teller, a rush of emotions came. I really felt for Brom, the pain of wanting so much to tell Eragon and yet keeping it a secret? that is so painful >< A thousand hot knives slicing through you. Then eragon, he misses Brom enough already, now he finds out that Brom is his FATHER?!

that was one HUGE spoiler. another HUGE spoiler coming next.

XinYi totally spoiled that part for me. otherwise, if i weren't expecting it, i may have shed a few tears.

Oromis and Glaedr...

they

DIED

now, that, is enough to make anyone's heart break
okay

!!!!!!end of spoilers!!!!!!!!!

XD

i read all three books twice over during the past week. tomorrow, i plan to tidy up this:

before i go for CCA too, wonderful eh? i can't wait to feel so accomplished when i actually finish it. XD

~till next time.

*promises herself she'll update at least when she's in Beijing*

no sense post

2008-10-06T15:57:00.002+08:00

I was just thinking...why am i not so excited about tomorrow?

i was so looking forward to the end of the exams, yet now i look back and here i am, the exams almost over and yet...i just feel as though i know not what to do.

of course, i'm still happy that THE EXAMS ARE OVER

just that i haven't really planned properly what i'm going to do....the obvious thing to do is SLACK but...slack by doing WHAT?????

Unseen prose is tomorrow and i'm slacking now by typing this lol and there is this game luna introduced to me...and got me caught into it >.>

hmm perhaps i'll get out of this addiction...soon yes. SOON i hope. =/

anyhoos, A math etcetc is over blabla

i'm typing rubbish and i have no need to rant so far i'm just typing whatever comes into my mind now....^^; which is kinda...nothing...nada....-.-

ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
umumumumumumumumumumuum

that pattern's kinda nice O.O ok i seem to be getting desperate on getting something to type about.

oh oh

I realised, that when i type, i use my left hand more than my right, and often, after typing endless notes (thus protecting what little soul left in my right hand) my left hand....gets achy D: it's pretty weird in a sense cuz i've never noticed it before..well i didn't notice it till after i had tped out chapters of geog and SS worth of notes...which took DAYS DAYS i tell you, yes that was how i found out

wait the alarm rang

brb lol to off the kettle and back
that was weird why did i type it..oh well, i'm typing whatever comes into my head so meh

nothing is running through my head
perhaps i should go lie on my bed
we often lie while we lie down
though our consience will frown
i'm bored and i know this poem sucks
but i have nothing to do so u're out of luck

cuz...u have read it XD

ok that was random...
it just came into my head? i'm going to make this post a longlong one by typing nonsensical stuff, however, thinking back, i have already filled this post WITH nonsensical stuff...

so to make sense out of no sense

i shalll stop typing and actually go to do my unseen prose....no not do, i'm too lazy for that. aha, i shall READ THROUGH it sounds nice READ THROUGH

yes
so i should stop typing shouldn't I
ok i'm still typing
i guess my hands don't wanna study?
still typing

ok
STOP
UNSEEN PROSE
go do

2008-10-03T11:41:00.002+08:00

I'm guilty of wasting time AND electricity, but don't care, i'm damn bored.

for now.

i only have A maths and chinese left and i'm ignoring them now =D

Just had this 'meeting' for the beijing immersion programme, turns out that there will be abt 22 girls, from nanhua, anglican, us st.nicks...nanyang also going but they aren't going at the same time as us i think....going off on 1st Dec and we'll be there for 42 days! for some reason, i'm mingled with excitement and kinda scared in a sense what will happen, what we will do etc. Well, i hope it'd be good fun PLUS my chinese will improve, it just HAS TO IMPROVE

ok i'm not as desperate as i sound....i mean, lessons in chinese??

anyhoos...i'm still bored

i'm typing with my left hand now cuz my right hand is still lifeless >< oh yes, my right hand...SS SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!! needed to say that hee :P

um A maths now =D

actually, it isn't a smiley face, it's zzzz

J'en ris...

2008-09-30T20:06:00.003+08:00

hee, i'm just very very very BORED now.
yes

i'm laughing now. and to share with u why i'm laughing....i shall blog this. time to DE-STRESS EVERYONE!

Confusing Chinese Names

Caller : Hello, can I speak to Annie Wan (anyone)?

Operator : Yes, you can speak to me.

Caller : No, I want to speak to Annie Wan (anyone)!

Operator : You are talking to someone! Who is this?

Caller : I'm Sam Wan (Someone). And I need to talk to Annie Wan (anyone)! It's urgent.

Operator : I know you are someone and you want to talk to anyone! But what's this urgent matter about?

Caller : Well... just tell my sister Annie Wan (anyone) that our brother Noel Wan (no one)has involved in an accident. Noel Wan (no one)got injured and now Noel Wan (no one) is being sent to the hospital. Right now, Avery Wan (everyone) is on his way to the hospital.

Operator : Look if no one was injured and no one was sent to the hospital, then the accident isn't an urgen t matter! You may find this hilarious but I don't have time for this!

Caller : You are so rude! Who are you?

Operator : I'm Saw Lee (Sorry).

Caller : Yes! You should be sorry. Now give me your name!!!
======================================================
ALSO, this is hilarious ...

Why Chinese shouldn't have Christian names:

Anne Chang => Dirty (Mandarin)
Anne Chin => Keep Quiet (Mandarin)
Faye Chen => Dusty (Mandarin)
Carl Cheng => Buttock (Hokkien)
Monica Cheng => Touching your buttocks (Hokkien)
Lucy Leow => You are dead (Hokkien)
Jane Tan => Frying eggs (Mandarin)
Suzie Leow => Lose till death (Hokkien)
Henry Mah => Hate your mum (Mandarin)
Corrine Tai => Poor fellow (Hokkien)
Paul Chan => Bankrupt (Mandarin)
Nelson Tan => Bird laying eggs (Mandarin)
Leslie Tong => Rubbish Bin (Mandarin)
Carmen Teng => Leg hair long (Hokkien)
Connie Mah => Call your mother (Cantonese)
Danny See => Squeeze you to death (Hokkien)
Rosie Teng => Screws and nails (Hokkien)
Pete Tsai => Nose droppings (Hokkien)
Macy Koh => Never die before (Cantonese)

hahaha! =D

i laughed so much at this, even though i'm supposed to be doing ahem PHYSICS. C'est l'important ok physics time. ja ne.

P.S. J'en ris means I laugh in french...at least, i think so XD
P.P.S. My french sucks.

Time is too precious

2008-09-28T15:08:00.001+08:00

yes, time is precious, and i'm currently wasting it to write a poem XD

The clock is ticking
my heart is beating

Time is such a precious thing
Nothing like a summer fling

One moment theres too much of it
next you find you have none to fit

ticking ticking slipping slipping
time is like the pipe leaking

it never stops
there isn't a top

It never waits
i guess its fate

The time is ticking
My heart is beating

hey, i'm bored ok.

chimalogedy - my chemistry tragedy

2008-09-26T10:51:00.002+08:00

yup. chem is dead. that is all. i couldn't finish the paper.

and i can finally study LIT =D <3 lit <3

no more geog and no bio at alllll good luck to the trip sci girls (xh and xk) u have pure geog on monday and bio on the next! anyway, i'm bored...

and btw mew, i've always been a pessimist XD

look on the dark side of things ~ lol

and living out of reality refers to ignoring reality....besides, living in a dream world is WAYYYY more fun =D of course, being out of reality also implies living a lie...which is kind of true in a roundabout way and believe me, my fantasies about magic and stuff aren't likely to come true so fantasies never to be...it sounds as if i've put alot of thought into this thingy but i just wrote what came to my head...the analysis came after that

and i am BORED

got maths tuition ltr zzz XD

Slacking~

2008-09-25T22:53:00.002+08:00

I know i'm totally slacking, but im sooo bored and i'm can't help it. so yes, i'm going to fail chem tomorrow.

1.The way to win your heart?

Ans: I have no idea myself...

2.What did you do last night?

Ans: study maths....x.x

3.Do you have the same name as one of your relatives?

Ans: nope...plenty of Bernices though

4.Are you looking for a boyfriend/girlfriend?

Ans: duh...no. too young to be looking for one anyway, studies first =D

5.One song that's meaningful to you ?

Ans: Unwritten - Natasha Bedingfield..."No one else can say the words on your lips"
more commonly known for the chorus, "Feel the rain on your skin" yuppies, the pantene advertisement

6.Do you twirl or scoop your spaghetti?

Ans: Twirl~ i realised that i twirl whenever i eat any kind of noodles with a fork, even if it isn't spaghetti.

7.Do you drink milk straight from the carton?

Ans: Used to...now my mum doesn't allow D: she says it's unhygienic

8.How long is your hair?

Ans: used to be past my waist...now it's slightly layered and at my waistline

9.Do you like Batman?

Ans: no. Dark Knight was nice though (the movie, not batman)

10.Who was the last person who told you they loved you?

Ans: My mum...abt 5mins ago

11.Addicted to anything?

Ans: Chocolate, english books, jap anime and manga (the previous three i've been resisting temptation cuz once i start reading, i never stop) and perhaps the computer too XD

12.Do you like anyone now?

Ans: I love my friends and family...but if u mean crushes and stuff...never and no

13.When was the last time you sang out loud?

Ans: I am now :P

14.What did you have for breakfast?

Ans: Chocolate milk and oats

15.Is your birthday on a holiday?

Ans: I rather have my birthday on a hoilday. Sadly for me, it is always during examination period. <-same b'dae as claire....that is claire's answer and that is my ans.

16.What instant messaging service do you use?

Ans: Windows Live messenger.

17.Can you cook?

Ans: more or less...

18.Did you have a nap today?

Ans: wanted to, but no.

19.What was the reason you got in trouble last?

Ans: can't remember. prob abt homework. maths homework

20.What do you wear more, jeans or sweats?

Ans: Jeans. um what are sweats?

21.When is your birthday?

Ans: Same as clairebear's...7th Oct

22.Do you swear a lot ?

Ans: i use three words. damn. shit. darned. dang. ok 4 words. not too often i hope.

23.Where did you get the shirt(s)you're wearing?

Ans: Most of them are bought by my mum from...Marks and Spensors and Esprit and dunno whereelse...

24.Do you have any regrets?

Ans: y am i not studying now? plentiful of regrets i guess...

26.What was your first alcoholic drink?

Ans: can't remember...beer sucks though...white wine is nice, rum too. the good expensive ones i mean. the cheap ones i've never really tried before and my dad says that if u buy alcoholic drinks, get the good ones...*shrugs*

28.What color are your favorite shoes?

Ans: Black. It's this leather shoe fr clarks...damn nice to wear! =D

29.Who would you like to see right now?

Ans: my dad. he's still in shanghai D: *admits that her dad only just left this morning*

30.Are you a social or antisocial person?

Ans: Depends one who when what where. In certain situations, i can be rather sociable, say hi and talk and stuff...other times i shut up, ignore the rest and mind my own business XD

31.Have the cops ever come by your house?

Ans: Nope.

32.Ever been in love?

Ans: No.

33.Ever had braces?

Ans: nope~

34.Who was the first person to really break your heart?

Ans: No one.

35.What do you wear to bed?

Ans: clothes. duh.

36.Who was your first best friend and are you still friends with them?

Ans: She...passed away in an airplane incident. my second best friend is somewhere in singapore...we sort of split up after we went to diff classes and got into diff circles of friends blabla. =/ don't really like the way she is now..then after her was and are my besties now =D mew, clairiebearie, ling cai and xk. Also, xinhui =D

37.Who was the last person to disappoint you?

Ans: Myself. The only person who's ever disappointed me was myself anyway.

38.Do you trust people?

Ans: not...really...depends on who and what

39.Who was the first person you talked to today?

Ans: My dad before he left for shanghai

40.Who was the first person to text you today?

Ans: KiaYuen, my junior from CCA, she wished me good luck for my exams. sweet eh ^^

41.What was the first thing you did this morning?

Ans: Wake up feel around for the clock look at the time and go back to sleep. then wake up again cuz i suddenly realised i have my e maths exam XD

waha, i've wasted 15mins.

ok.

chem.

argh.

redox left. JYJY!!!!

screwed...

2008-09-25T15:31:00.002+08:00

my E maths is screwed....i HAD enough time IN A SENSE

YET

I didn't know how to do DX even if i DO pass...the possibility of an A is.....

*watches as A flew out of the window*

T-T

Now, WHY did i ignore maths yesterday?! *knows the reason*
yes, i hate maths, maths suck, maths totally suck...demo

math is easy to understand...math is suppose to get the A!
*watches as A waves from far above among the clouds*
yes A, u get to enjoy in heaven...but what about poor little me??

ok, i've decided that this post SHOULD NOT be dedicated to all my rantings and emoings SO change subject.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR MY EXAMS TO BE OVER!!!!!!!!!

um not a very good subject either.

OK, my B'DAE! it happens to be on my last exam day which happens to be an unseens prose which happens to be something i don't have to study for. that was a mouthfull. anyway, it's been planned =D i'll go out for breakfast with my parents oh ya need to decide where i wanna go eat...i'm hungry now...then maybe go out with xk and mew...mew dunno yet i haven't asked her XD go where also dunno yet XD clairie and ling cai still has exams D: then....i dunno what more i'm going to do. I'll SLACK, of course, *knows that she's stating the obvious* but slacking is a broad term....umbrella words=summary=english exam=die...oh no why am i linking everything?!
hmm, to keep my spirits up, i shall waste more time writing out a list of things-ter-do.....after exams, of course hee

1)SLACK
2)ROLLERBLADE!!!!!!!!! (at east coast, of course, i only rollerblade there) *has a huge fear of slopes*
3)laze around
4)watch Kaleido Star
5)go library and borrow books
6)READ the books
7)sleep
8)borrow more books
9)ice cream
10)ehh...blog?
11)play Eternal Sonata
12)ahem need to teach my bro...><
13)unlucky no.13 eh...start on chinese? *knows she's lying*
14) slack some more

that is about all i can think of...didn't include going out with friends cuz 'go where?' i dunno XD it's sooo SHORT OMG i never realised there's actually just SO LITTLE THINGS!

*ponders awhile for more things to do*

15)Friendship bands...for next yr b'daes
16)look up some manga and anime
17)go to spammy (y didn't i think of that!) {In the evil empire, of course}
18)i suppose i should cut my hair.....*undecided*
19)oh ya, need to loose the weight i prob gained from all the chocolate i've been eating and the fact that i haven't exercised at all for the past weeks

*headblock*

will add more
it'll give me more reason to look forward to
THE END OF MY EXAMS!!!!!!!!

I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!

okok, enough time wasting, chemistry. now.

*emoes*

Weeee~

2008-09-24T18:21:00.003+08:00

=D
i feel so much better now that geog has been over and done with....nothing much to post...this just happens to be an excuse to not study, and i shall make full use of it ^^ jk i've been studying for a long long long time now, don't u think i should get a well-deserved break? D:

*knows that she doesn't deserve it*

finefinefine....i know what u're thinking =X i shall go n study now

btw: i am soooo angry at the geog paper.....NAT.VEGE! i studied so hard for it and so little of it came out DX

One day down, 14 to go

2008-09-23T13:57:00.004+08:00

Just finished my papers.....eng and chn paper 1

English paper: did on
Ice
D:
i wrote abt drugs....and when it was over, i realised that EVERYONE wrote abt drugs too T-T though i hope that i can get some plus points for mixing it with the ice between melinda and john(father n daughter...my characters) and hopefully my plot is more different from the rest otherwise........
>.<
the fact that my mum said 'if u miss yr A, it's a fail'
*screams*
and btw, i rushed out my speech for part two.........shitshitshit

Chinese:
i did si han...personal letter something abt eh.......forgot alr

OH YA

it's abt how the education system in singapore causes the seemging lack of creativity in young singaporeans like me. so ya. need to be politically correct. and crap everything out. =D

then part two is bao zhang bao dao (duh what else can i do?) XD
abt the yellow ribbon project. again, politically correct. yes. continue with the crap.

pass/fail.
fate shall decide.
now i should stop wasting time procastinating and actually start on my geog. which, incidently i WILL fail.

yet another time wasting post

2008-09-20T10:56:00.003+08:00

hee exam's in 2 days, excluding today......i'm just taking a break now, nothing much to write, but it's just my excuse not to study =D so these past weeks has been downright crazy plus hectic and i have no idea why i'm slacking now hee...ok, study study...geog time ^^ bye...

MUMMY~ It's OVER!!!!!

2008-09-07T11:59:00.004+08:00

I can hardly believe it. MY HOLS ARE OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!

so now, its back to school tomorrow to face my horrid teachers (ok they aren't THAT hateful, i just don't like them when its lesson time, otherwise, they are...pretty nice i suppose) ok essentially, i hate lesson time. my stupid class is so damn it noisy and the teachers get angry...not to mention that i usually stone in lessons, or fall asleep haiz. 15 days and counting...theres just NOT ENOUGH TIME!!!!!!!!1 ok i'm rather pent up with emotions now, so um ya XD
*blame stress*
seriously though, i'm like study eat sleep study eat sleep........plus school is a waste of time. not to mention with my class......

haiz...back to study.
i sound so pathetic -.-

say no ter procastination XD

The uncompleted

2008-08-24T16:38:00.003+08:00

Like, last yr, i'm going to post my study schedule etc for eoys ^^

not really in this post though, we haven't gotten the topic list on which chapters we're tested on. OR an official exam time table ><

but, for chemistry, my bet is these topics:
- Kinetic particle theory
- Elements, compunds and mixtures
- Atomic structure
- Ionic bonding
- covalent and metallic bonding
- writing equations
- The mole
- Chemical Calculations
- Acids and Bases
- Salts (Qualitative analysis)
- The periodic table
- Reduction and oxidation....which we haven't leanrt . yet.

Physics:
- Measurement
- Kinematics
- Forces
- Mass, weight, density
- moments
- Energy, work, power
- Pressure
- Kinetic model of matter
- Transfer of Thermal energy
- Light
- prob more...i'm not sure

as usual, i'm posting all these in case i lose the slip of paper xP

Its lazy sunday today, my brother's in the middle of his CA2 and i'm well...studying for eoys...><
although i really really DO NOT want to, but to study last min will totally kill me. then the results would send me to hell. my dad's sleeping now...after watching tv the whole day and my mum's been with my bro (who is studying) and i'm on the computer....studying too and typing out notes and stuff...theres going to be some concert by Rivervalley CO and i'm going with a lot of ppl.....xian, i have to do makeup for learning lab etcetc. haiz...but, anyways, jia you for eoys! its damn early (it starts in 22sept) but then we'll get over it earlier! =D

Me, we nothing to do

2008-08-23T23:49:00.003+08:00

This is a post out of plain old boredom....
School is the same as usual, but oh =D tues is a HOLIDAY!!!!

*happiness*

but, end of years are coming....
=
study and no play

tims just flew past! a year fr now is alr the O lvl

zzz
die le die le x.x
going to sleep now...
posting is good to da fa shi jian XD

zai jian le

...Rendezvous au Randomness

2008-04-16T17:55:00.003+08:00

haven posted 4 a long long time... anyway, this is seldom updated xD

honestly i have nothing to post, except that i hate me current maths teacher cuz i hate maths n cuz she called my dad argh!!!!!

for randomness, this is something i wrote just now, out of boredom:

Dry Water

Green fields, running river
Water alive and clear

A boy, healthy and tall
Scooping, pouring, drinking

A family watches
The life the river gives

Smiles, laughter, happiness
Children play in waters

River stopped, didn’t run,
Scorching sun beat it down

Rains on standstill betray
Desperate river dries

Yellow fields, dead river
Water dry and cruel

A girl, bony and short
Searching, digging, crying

A family ponders
The life the dry river took

Tears, sobs, devastation
Children search with parched lips

Dry waters with vengeance
Took away all it gave.

P.S My french sucks

for personal use

2007-09-26T21:46:00.001+08:00

Posting here so i can refer with ease, cuz i'll prob lose the paper..........
Formatting for geog -
MCQ (12marks) Chap. 3 & 9
Map (13marks) Pg 106, 132, and the world map (given)
4 Structured Qns (55MARKS!!!AHHHHH I WAN DIE ALR!!!!!! ok irrelevant)
First Qn.- on Chap 2 (NO DTM!!!!!!YAY)
2nd Qn.- on Chap. 5
3rd Qn.- on chap 7 & 8
4th Qn. - Chap 10......................can i tiao lou zi sha?????????

History

Chap.s 3-9
Mapwork- all the maps in Chap 5

Chemistry at heart

2007-09-22T11:11:00.001+08:00

i have discovered a new balanced chemical equation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

maths + 1/2 sleepiness = 999999 carelessness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YAY its balanced!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

New Philosophy:

*MOST teacher's brains are small, but their hearts are smaller

*MOST teachers' NQ is reaching infinity, BQ is just below NQ, IQ is just below BQ, IQ is average, EQ is so low, theres no number for it, KQ is WAYWAYWAYWAYYYYY below EQ

in NQ, N means nastiness
in BQ, B is boringness
in KQ, K is kindness

note: no offense to teachers not teaching moi =D *NOTE THE WORD MOST

I cannot live without...............................

xxk, otherwise i will not realise how warm i am

PXH aka pang sao, otherwise i won't know how hopeful i am

xxk again, otherwise i won't realise how ladylike i am

PXH again, otherwise i won't realise how un-zi-kua-ish i am

long mei, otherwise i won't realise how cute i am

OPY aka hyena, otherwise i won't realise how sane i am

hmmmmmmm tts it for now, i gotta go study...........xianzzzzzzzzz

z.z

more complaints? or not

2007-09-17T19:10:00.001+08:00

yay, i'm going to Taiwan or abt 2 weeks, 5th Nov to 15th Nov!!!!!!!!!!
Its a mei shi 美食tour yay!!!!!!!!! so now must faster go jian fei haha =D
i am so xianzzzzz now though..............not watching anime and studying like shit, i miss slacking, but i can't slack...........malay lesson is soo damn boring and i fell asleep den maths? i tell ya LWW is an ordure!!!!!!!!!!!(go check dictkie!) (T-T) wan die alr, Mensuration is sooo sucky and i can't find the damn survey on edulearn, The thailand trip as CIP isn't very appealing, but for 20 hrs, wo yao PING LE!!!!!!!!!!!(我要拼了!!)
ALL THE WAY E.O.Ys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

call me a complain queen. i am one

2007-09-14T21:09:00.001+08:00

Next week is gonna be sooooooooo busy...............
Mon - CIP
Tues - Hm Econs Project
Wed - Prac Exam
Thurs - Prac Exam, Denise Tuition
Fri - CIP
Focusing on Science, E.Lit, Eng, Chinois
so....................................................haiz so many things
1) Do zuo wen 4 Chen lao shi
2) Do AMAP (as much as possible) vobab bk
3) Complete ci yu shou ce
4) learn quotes for Village by the Sea
5) Learn the THESAURUS
6)Do AMAP the Chinese bk

So my schedule is super duper full now, can't find time to pick up a bk to read, much LESS watch anime......................watched High School Musical 2 though, some time ago, before they banned it on Youtube, but it was really rushed, i skipped all the song except I gotta go my own way♥♥♥ and ♥♥♥everyday and the first part of Fabulous, only untill "Towels imported from Turkey, and Turkey imported from Maine" and the whole last part? the one whereby they sing all for one, i didn't even watch the begining, so i only spent abt 1/2 hr...........

Theres gonna be a CIP OVERSEAS, guess wad? its like 20 hrs only and we are gonna go THAILAND for like 5 days, i am SOOO backing out of it, but its a good experience, and xxk is goin......................i dunno wad the hell to do, so ai ya concentrate on exams first lah

undefined rantings

2007-09-11T23:01:00.001+08:00

i'm doin a chinese compo now and i'm damn bored....................so post lolz

notice:
MISSING : THE FREE AND RELAXED SLACKER in MOI
FOUND OUTTA NOWHERE : THE PSLE MOI

good news or bad??? u tell me haiz.............

Study Schedule:
Memorise Vocab fer ENG.
learn de THESAURUS for IMPT words
MEmorise ci yu shou ce <-sucky -.- fer chinois
learn chinois vocad fr ying yong ce
learn all the Science stuff (Bio Chem, Physics)
Practise Maths(fr Denise {tuition})
MEMORISE Hit the rie (historie)
learn geog
do one compo a week 4 both chinois et anglais
imagine dying in moi sleep and tell yrself its impossible
WHEN too stressed, imagine buying charcoal to gass yrself
thank god no french
do the assessments bks tt mummy last min. bought haizhaizhaizzzzzzz.......
den revise all over again

Completed:
Ci yu shou ce, chap 1 - 3
Chemistry symbols and valency (courtesy of Denise)
Bio notes -Digestion et Osmosis et transport in de plants
Geog -Chaps 2,3,4,6,7
His-the-rie _chaps 3,4,5
Thesaurus, letter A
Maths test paper-onli 1-
read ying yong ce

ANIME WATCHING: NONE T-T
anime on hold : Saiunkoku Monogatari, Blood +, Honey and Clover season 2, Tsubasa Chronicles season 2

Game Quiz

2007-09-05T11:11:00.000+08:00

The sisterhood of the travelling pants!!!!!!!!!!
-highly reccommended that you READ it =D
if ya wanna borrow it (only applicable to pple whom i know personnally) I'll lend you after the End.Of.Years. P.S Vivien (Yuan Yee) has the third bk........

Goodbye, my hair

2007-09-03T22:01:00.001+08:00

On saturday, i went to this SH*T damn it Hairdresser. Told HIM ( who btw is prob gay)to cut 4 inches, 4 only. GUESS what?????!!!!!!!!!!

HE CUT 12 INCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(T-T) my below almost reaching butt hair is now JUST past my SHOULDER!

haiz.........

so ppl, pls help me curse tt hairdresser.

and on a more positive note, at least it'll grow back =D

A million in one update

2007-08-31T15:51:00.001+08:00

ok...i didn't actually update for like how many months??? but i was really really REEALLY busy, and i honestly forgot i now have a blog =.=
I had just finished watching 1 litre of tears on youtube and i reccommend it to anyone who wants to cry real bad.
Anime watching : Blood +
Saiunkoku Monogatari
one more thing: pls dun download anime illegally, esp. if u r using Singnet or Starhub, cuz they are giving names to the anime companies.

see the URL

2007-03-26T22:55:00.000+08:00

see the URL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!dun expect me 2 update often maybe once a week is gd enough cuz i had no intention of setting this up this is cuz im bribing sm1 who does not wan 2 be mentioned(tt idiot coward). I'll try my best though~~